N3v3r Say Goodby3

~ 爱一个人 ~

2012-01-25T12:12:00.000-08:00

1.爱一个人可以不用拥有她..就算你不能跟她在一起..只要她能得到幸福..也算是一个爱她的理由.. 2.不要以为每年送礼物给你喜欢的人..你就会感动到她..会报答你..事实上..要令一个人感动..不是物质上的需求..而是你不求回报的精神..一直默默的支持她..维护她..理解她..有些东西。。。迟了就是迟了。。。就算你在怎样想也改变不了结局。。。以前的伤痛。。。虽残留了一些在身上。。。但看到了她开心的样子。。。或许那是一件好事。。。可是心里头还会有酸酸的感觉。。算了，幸福就好~ 在你身边。。就应该好好珍惜。。而不是不理不睬。。敷衍几句就可以了。。在你左右。。就应该好好对他。。令他开心是你最大的宗旨。。而不是只有你一个人得到开心。。就算别人怎么批评你。。也比不上你对他的爱护你的好。。他在你面前唠唠叨叨。。也只是因为他关心你。。你知道吗？Andox 如意。。。爱你。。。

I'm Still Loving You or I Cant Forget You...

2011-11-19T10:31:00.000-08:00

Actually should write in chinese or mandrin version but nevermind...
It past about 6month already , the thing that ends up pointless...
I really dont like this ending but what can I do is juz accept it without an ANSWER...
Haiz...

When I close my eyes, I will think of you, think about the time that we've had been go through...
Even though we're far apart right now (can b say as over already)...
I remember back when you were here with me...
How you've made my world complete...
But now I'm left alone...
We talked about love and hope...
Wishing that we could start over again...
I wish that I could live without you , but.... t.t

Why did you tear my heart apart , why did you do this to me ?
You say you'll love me from the start...
You say that love can be bring up by time...
But you've put me through all those painful...
The end I'm still loving you...
I'm still loving you...

I've tried to give my best to you... I've done what i should done...
Izit that I'm not good enough ?
I dont deserve the things you do...
Everything has gone to memories...
D last thing is :

I JUST WISH I KNEW THE TRUTH BEHIND THE LIES...

Me Gusta , you know what is this means ?
I'm leaving now... ... T.T

摩羯座 , all about me , my ZODIAC...

2011-10-18T18:28:00.000-07:00

年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。

魔羯相对任何星座，能在最短时间看出一个人的性格，无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎，但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出。

所有魔羯都拥有２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护，他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌，做不做就看对方是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了，这并不是在表扬，似乎用阴险可以形容，当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对，魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人，但是如果哪个人做的太过分，这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀，如果这个人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临。

魔羯是个比较城府的人，他们不会表面去得罪了，但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会给自己带来多大的回报，魔羯的报复手段极其残忍，他会加倍的还给你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯）魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏，他们是天才的杀手，一切的一切从很早以前就做好计划，而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破绽的进行报复计划，也许这些和他的悲观有些联系，魔羯的人很了解世界，但他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然想抛弃自己是不可能的。

朋友：最喜欢装傻的星座

魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜些朋友。

他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。

感情：超级白痴

魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出”我爱你”或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。

当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们。

追求: 魔羯的追求是认真的，只要对方不让魔羯认为完全没有机会，魔羯就会像疯子一样的追求着，他们其实对自己非常没有信心，唯一的动力只是相信自己在爱着，为了对的起自己的感情，为了认真的去爱一回．

被追求:魔羯对于不喜欢的人不会给予任何机会，魔羯的人很善良，而且他们知道长痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉强接受了你，那也是出于一种同情心，但是交往没几天他们就开始内疚，他们认为怜悯的爱对追求者来说是一种伤害，他们会尽量的躲避并且对追求者很冷淡追求者尽量的让追求者开始讨厌她／他．如果追求者不理解的话，放心最长不超过一年，魔羯会很理智的告诉你别在联系了，她／他会消失的无影无纵．

拒绝:如果魔羯真的爱了就不会去拒绝你，永远不会．

被拒绝:魔羯比任何一个星座对感情都很认真，恢复伤痕的时间也很长，他们会选择消失，这样对你对他都有好处，因为他怕多看你一眼而又再次无法自拔他怕再多看你一眼心如刀割。

The End...

三年多的感情，没了。。。对不起，谢谢。。。

2011-05-14T03:02:00.000-07:00

最后一次了吧，我想。。。是时候了吧。。。

真的真的很对不起，因为一直以来都在打扰你。。。我想既然你不愿意给我答案（两个月了），我自己应该醒目了，虽然说你并没有直接的说出口，但是你的默默无言已经是在暗示了，是吧？一直以来我并没有去接受这个事实，因为我还相信，或许是我做得不好，所以我一努力地去完成每样答应你的事情和我应该要做到的事情，就只希望你知道我的存在。。。今天我终于想清楚了，我是时候放手了，这是一早就该做的事情吗？是的，许多朋友都给予这样的的意见，是我自己不够好，所以你才这样对我的，是吧？还是一开始我就做错了，记得和你在一起的时候，你有告诉过我“感情是能培养的”，是我不会经营我们这段感情吗？愚蠢的自己，一次又一次的相信你会回头的，但是却一次又一次的比之前更糟。。。

现在的你根本就不打算理我吧。。。当我想起那天晚上我所问你的问题“其实我们现在是怎样的，还是男女朋友的关系吗？”期待的是你给我的答案，不过你却什么也没说。。。我真的想明白你在想什么，在一起有三年了，我真的不够了解你吧。。。

这是我最近才发现的吗？还是从和你一起的时候就有这样的问题了？原来我在你心中就只是一个普通的人，我并没有占了什么特别的位子。。。原来我只是a people吧了。。。为什么呢？或许我真的是不重要的吧。。。这也不是现在要想的问题了吧？

我想你并不用再烦或讨厌了吧，因为从现在开始，我不会再打扰你了。。。没有信息，没有电话，也不会再去你家打扰了，好吗？

听着“下雨天”这首歌，看着窗外的雨，总是会想起很多东西，想着想着。。。
真的很喜欢下大雨的时候。。。（14日5月2011年，6pm）

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我并不想接受，可是她却不让我去了解她的一切，为何呢？分手的感觉

2011-04-29T11:34:00.000-07:00

这是我一直不去接受的事实，或许从一开始，就应该明白或知道，你的心根本没有容纳我的空间，是吗？但为何我还一直烦着你呢？是我的错吧。。。

今天还抱着期待的心情见你，但盼来的却是你暗示的分手，表面上我装出一幅不在乎的样子，告诉自己要接受我们分手的事实。。。（我真的做不到）

男：其实我们现在到底是怎样的？（提起了勇气）
女：什么怎样？（无奈）
男：我们现在还是男女朋友吗？
女：对不起，我很累了，想上楼去休息了。。。（没回答）
男：好吧，不打扰你了。。。（真的很痛）

接着，我打了电话给你，

男：我真的很想知道答案，到底我和你是怎样的？或者是我换个直接点的方式问吧，我还是你的男朋友吗？
女：。。。。。。（并没有说什么）
男：好吧，真的不打扰你了，你好好考虑了再给我答案吧，可以吗？晚安
女：噢。。。

离开你之后，泪水早已涌在我的眼带，正准备滑落。我和你一起已有三年时间了，也许一直以来都是我一厢情愿的去爱你吧，在这个时候，你却对我提出了分手，这三年真的不算什么吗？也许是某些事情我做得不好吧，向你说声对不起，好吗？

望着那灰色的天空，突然下起的一场雨，上天好像知道我的心在哭泣，雨点一滴滴的落在地上就像我的心被刺了一刀，血一滴滴的流了出来，我的心真的很痛，或许你不知道你给的答案已给我带来了伤害。我的心遇到了很大的冲击，不知何时才会碎掉。

无论你身在何处，我都会看见你，寻找你的身影，但如果我就站在你面前，你也可以无视我的存在。怎么我从来就不明白，原来我在你心里毫无重要的事实。。。

已经过了接近两个月，我此终没得到答案，问题在哪呢？我的错吗？

这是友情还是爱情呢？

2010-11-10T06:04:00.000-08:00

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此。。。但是为了什么原因，你们没在一起？
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。。。
也许你们相遇太晚，身边已经有了另一个人，
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。。。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界限。。。
不过即使你们没在一起，那你们还是保持了朋友的关系。。。
但是你们心里清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。。。
当他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到！！！
当他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能得帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。。。
男女朋友吃醋了，你会安慰他们说你们只是朋友，但心中会有那么一丝的不确定。。。
每个人这辈子都会有过这么一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为，一开始你不甘心做朋友的，但久了你发现这样最好了。。
你宁愿这样关心他，总好过在一起而有一天会分手。。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。。
特别是这样，你还是知道，她永远会关心你的。。。
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友有什么不好呢？
有这样的一个人，我很喜欢，可是却不能动情，
因为我知道，如果我们成了男女朋友，我们就不能像现在这样无所不谈。。
我会更在乎他对我的看法，
因为我知道如果我们成了青绿，我们就会要求对方更多。。。想占为己有。。。
会吃醋，会吵架，到最后，或许会分手。。。所以这样最好。。。
很多感情都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都没得当了。。。
常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，
最后都因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没反应似乎这段友情也很难坚持下去了。。。
这也难怪有些人不敢踏出这一步，因为这就像一场赌注，
表白了之后要不成了男女朋友，要不连朋友也没得当了。。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意。。。你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前。。。

STEPS Evolution client unveiled!

2010-09-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

STEPS Evolution client unveiled!

2010 First time on back my blog

2010-09-26T09:45:00.000-07:00

Guys , long time din post jor at her , ^^
Anyway dont worry , i will hv a new post soon , hu saw it tell me ya , or can post comment oso , thx
But dont say me 38 or what la , i just post 2 specific people , my laopo , wen
Thx 2 my friend taht support me in this blog , thx

一篇不知什么的部落格

2009-12-12T11:34:00.000-08:00

太伤了，
太痛了，
实际上，
是太蠢了，
往往让人盲目服从，
明知是永无止境的伤害，
却无法自拔，
为了刺激，还是需要？

原以为自己能包容对方的一切，
但现在看清楚了，
不论如何自我欺骗，
但却也找不到任何理由，
再去包容

原以为了解对方是喜欢一个人的任务，
但超过的了解，
却成了约束，
约束着对方的自由与空间，
相反的，
不够的了解，
却无法为她做出事前的准备，
不能为她付出，
不知道她的想法，
咳。。。

盲目的付出，
却不求回报，
是爱情世界不变的原则？
而且，
付出了，
却不一定会有相等的回报，
付出只不过是想对对方献出一些心意，
却还未希望她能与自己在一起

~完~

1st , 2nd n 3rd Days

2009-07-10T09:38:00.000-07:00

The 1st day she leave , feel dat not willing bcoz she go edi , t.t
Anyway still will miss her , but cant do anythg , haiz.. Nvm
So that , same as previous go 2 skol n study , promise her edi study hard n dun lazy then can help her when she came back , so i obey wat she say ^^
Erm.. after skol , i joined futsal competition , my teamate was U Shen , Quek , Hari , Guna , Kai Yew , Li Yuan n 2 supporter which are Wing Liong(my sifu) n CCC . This was my 1st time dat do a post as goalkeeper , the feel was not bad when i win the 1st match but between the stomach and important part feel pain coz i block down the str8 shoot in front of me , huhz , feel lucky coz 1st time. So that cont 2 the second match but reali bik chek coz nid wait few hrs la , sienz
Finali 2nd match jor . Dis game felt sori to them(teamate) bcoz i done a mistake n gv them a penatly , so the score was 2-3 , v lose edi
Sori guys , cant saved the ball . anyway as U Shen n Kai Yew said no matter win or lose v still fren
I tell d incident 2 her , hapi coz she take k bout it . After the match , then i send Quek them back home n str8 go tuition edi until 10pm . Reali hungry dat time , sobby t.t
Finish tuition then i find her n sms till 12am , then she go slip edi coz nid wake up early d other day , got thg 2 do (she la). Dis was the 1st , not bad ^^

Till the 2nd day that she leave , as normal go skol n morning time feel hapi coz she sms me , kakas . After dat , she got thg 2 do jor n i nid study oso but u all noe la , hapi times pass very fast . Bcoz the 1st period was free but Pn. Lim(math teacher) enter our class n start teaching . when the class was goin on , i got copy n do wat she teach , but... ... mayb bcoz of dat i keep on tell her dat she do some mistake then she said dat i m irritate her n annoyed , haiz , wat la ..
N she said dat she enter class teach us n wan us 2 learn not dat let student say she did mistake n she say wat i doin was silly , haiz.. no commne 2 her edi
Another thg wat she said was when she rushing , any mistake dat she did was minor , dis reali swt lol , haiz ... reali bik chek coz kena shot t.t
Where r she , reali wan 2 tell her la , so dat she will noe wat was hapening , sad
N then she leave edi so dat day no tuition , at hse luu , c ing tv , help parent do somethg n sms wif her luu.. But dunno y until 8pm start , she din reply me edi . I try 2 call her but nobody pick up d call . Mayb she was bz ing , so i dun disturb her la . Till bout 10.30pm jor , still no respond from her , nvm , wait ba , t.t , mayb she will find me later(dis was the thg dat i trust , hope no disapointed me ba )
Finally , reply jor , but get some bad new from her la , anyway dunno she play wif me onot la , but i still blif her and ask her dun so sad n tell her dat i will pei her . Haiz.. juz hapi awhile oni then no respond again , wuwu..
Reali dunno wat is happened at ter ? If can reali wan go n check it out
Haiz.. but i cant , mayb 2day will end in a bad mood n sori dat coz i cant help her , gomennasai
End of the day , reali no reply edi , anyway she feel hapi then k edi 4 me la
P/S : Get her reply but so late edi , i try 2 call her oso but still d same no ppl pick up the call , haiz..

D 3rd day was arrive , same la otough miss the s2p but still nid go 2 skol la , haiz
morning time i sms her but dunno she will reply bor anyway mayb she no mood but i hope dat she feel hapi n dun sad then ok jor n wan tell her dat i will accompany her
Dunno when she will back la hope 2 c her soon , but i think she prefer 2 c her fren than me la , sa again , moody

Erm.. 4 d 3rd day ma , actuali got thg 2 write out but no dat feel jor coz my article lost edi 4 a week at last found back n she oso back edi so dis was the END

An Incident Just Because of A Table

2009-06-20T01:01:00.000-07:00

Erm... actually i felt lazy 2 write bout this thg , that is because it was over n ng 2 mention or say more bout it , anyway juz wan u guys noe what hapen in my school life ^^
Keep ur eye on my blog ya , thx

The incident happened in this week la , actually juz a smal thg , kakas , but ...
All the thing start from Mon. , dat time was finish skol edi , but i still in class waiting quek them settle the physic thing , nvm , i do my work oso , kakas
But got sum s2p form 2 n 3 student nter d class n din ask anythg oor wat juz take d table n chair 2 their class so i str8 go 2 their class n ask werter hu take d table n chair lol , but i din say rudely oso , they reply so LC 2 me , say wat "u saw hu took then hu lol" wat the , juz form2 , nvm i din say anythg , then i went out their class

D time i wan returned 2 my class , d fellow hu spoke LC 2 me , keep staring at me , then i started bik chek edi , so dat i go 2ward him n ask him y act so LC then i str8 push him , he cant do anythg , but keep ask "wer i from" oni , then i juz ignore him n walked away lol
Now d point was d fellow nw wan challange back me coz continuous 2 days after skol come 2 class n said sum challanging word , finali i reali du lan jor , so i str8 called my bro come juz wan 2 sked them , v managed 2 do dat ^^

So nw another thg coz d nex day , when recess time d fellow bro call me , starting i tot juz wan 2 talk , like "ken shou" but i din choi him when he talk , then sudenly he slap on me , i juz noe pain n angry but i din fight bc coz i called my bro n cousin came 2 skol after skol la ! But unlucky dat was d guy hu slap me noe i will call sumbody came 2 skol n punch him , so he called his frens 1st n go find lim meng
Finally limeng know this thing , so dat i cant punch d guy bc n wat i can do was juz call parent n lmeng settle this incident

Haiz.. really not worth dat , othough i won 4 dis incident coz d guy said sori n his bro n bro fren cant LC but i kena 1 slap , reali not worth , haiz.. Wat can i do ???
Anyway at here still wan 2 say thx 2 wai kit , ES n Cwah them coz after d incident they cum find me from SEGI collage , ^^
So touch o , wow...
Dats all , the END , comment ya

New Article

2009-06-13T13:46:00.000-07:00

Guys , actually dunno what 2 say also bcoz my 2weeks holiday juz past like normal , ntg hapen n juz d same emo mode nw , haiz...
For the 1st holiday weekend , i celebrate my mimi (annie) birthday at t.square n sg.wang , i go roller wif her , chun n quek , juz 4 of us oni go roller , haiz , v pro ma , other ppl noobie , xD
Erm... dat day got many ppl go d la but they dun1 roller , i also dunno y , so v juz seperate lol , they go c movie then v go roller later cai join bc bout 4.30pm coz v oso wan 2 watch d terminator ^^ Dat was a nice movie
Other day juz like normal la, i will sienz die jor , anyway still got sumthg 2 do la , like tuition lol , lolx
Bout tuition ? Swt la , dis week thurs was my pa tuition then same as normal i go tution lol , on the way 2 kl (my tuition center yakin ter la) , it was heavy raining , but i tot dat mayb at kl d rain wun so big so i din thk many jor ! D time i reached ter , omg wjen went out from d train d rain start coming toward me edi , my leg edi wet wet lol , zzz , then i go up the station ter n c werter can go uition onot , actually can d la , but juz hv 1 payung oni , so finali d go , all went hum , haiz , wat a noob n s2p day ! D ppl hu include in dis situation got nian en , minwern , rabbit , yeng zhi n wen shin but at laz yz oso got go tuition othough v all went hum n come another day , she so hardworkng o , big big rain still go ^^

I think dats all 4 d holiday , ntg hapi , but weird thg is dat y look like many ppl start blogging nehz ? Not all la juz some part , swt swt swt
Nvm , not my business , huh
Erm... emo 4 me is gud but i dunno wat u all think la , so give opinion bout my emo can ? thx , END

Nothing... Nothing... Still Nothing...

2009-05-31T12:17:00.000-07:00

Actuali i oso dunno wat hapen 2 me in dis past 1 week , wat a gud mood in myself dat make me feel not well , haiz... I dunno wat 2 say oso t.t
The felling is dat when sumthg hapened 2 u but u cant say many n cant do anythg , wat u can do was juz pretend dat was ntg hapened , u all noe dat feel ?
So dat wat i do in front of my fren was juz a normal ppl , in fact dat i m not , bcoz i reali cant pretend it but i still nid 2 do it so , finali i managed 2 do it , wat i do is juz b a dumb or mute , dun talk many n pretend i m so so so bz , huhz
Erm... Not dat din talk at all la , juz omost all d time , but dunno wat is happening d me , hope dat i better dunno sumthg was hapened 2 me bcoz dat will make me feel better , guyz n gals , u all noe ? Sumtimes sumthg dat not a gud news 2 u all , better dunno than noe coz after dat , u all will started 2 changed ur mood or juz b stunted awhile , lolz , but ofcoz i m not saying d ppl hu reali so hapi n ntg can confuse or corrupt them at all , juz dat nowadays reali hard 2 find dis kind of ppl la
So dat i believe dat many ppl are d same as me , wat i can say juz relax ya
But dat was useless 2 myself coz when i noe d thg hapened 2 me but i cant do anythg n nid 2 pretend like ntg hapen was hard 2 me , so dat d thg i will do was keep on emo n let most of the ppl thk dat i m not a fren gud(hu keep on hur them) or act in a bad condition , so dat i can do anythg dat i like avoid from frens disturbing , actuali dis was not gud la , but i hv no other choice edi , sori my frens n not all d thg will make me angry , i hate i m not dat gud as a fren , sumtimes fren n fren r oso compete-ing btw each other 2 get others fren , i m d loser oways la , so cant do anythg , (lose nid 2 b a humble) ma , explain in chinese la , suan edi , me reali dun like 2 say much bt dis title d thg coz u all dunno wat m i thking oso , anyway i will find my way 2 solve it , juz dat mayb i will keep hurting ppl or myself dat sum ppl dunno dat , nvm , let it b , i will b hapi , i thk
So dis is d end t.t , (=.=)
Haiz... As so long dat i wrote but i still dunno wat m i talking about , anyway sori ya , i cant tell n say wat is actually happened 2 me , wat i can say juz a damn big suprise dat i never ever get or experience it b4 , wat the...
So i will end it here about wat i say , hu dunno wat m i saying can juz left comment n ask i will try my best 2 gv a gud answer 2 u , thx 4 view

First Day Back Skol

2009-05-11T00:15:00.000-07:00

Haiz... same as previous time , u all noe y ? Swt la , i enter d skol early in d morning then i tot ntg will hapen n wun saw limeng jor la , but when i chating wif fren , sudenly , zzz , "lucifer" cum out jor
He touch my hair n ask werter wan i ut it myself or he help me 2 cut , then i say lol , i cut myself but not d time la , i means i will cut when bc hum , but d super cb limeng say cant cut later , he juz gv me 2 choice ,

1. he cut me
2. nw i go hum n cut my hair then return 2 skol

Haiz.. finali same again , everytime 1st day 2 skol oso nid go hum 1st then cai can enter skol bc , wtf , wth la , huh
After i go out from skol then bc 2 selayang n start searching 4 saloon , luckily one of it open at morning time , feel hapi dat time , after cut jor my hair then i saw still got time so go oldtown hv a breakfaz luu... wakakas

When i return skol , fill in all d form then enter a temporary class , d time limeng briefting , swt la , he juz aim me n keep look at me when he shoot n say bt kekemasan , damn bik chek , haiz , suan jor
So dat i "feed" limeng d whole morning . wat the ... ...
After dat juz normal teacher explaining then wait d time past n go hum lol
Dis is d thg hapen 1st day i bc skol , same thg n same experience i get , zzz , lolx

A Story bout YiWen n Me From Begin Till Now

2009-05-05T13:32:00.000-07:00

The story is about d gal i love , hu is YiWen , i thk all my fren noe her ba ^^

I noe dis gal since Form4 bcoz b4 dat v r diff class but start nw i feel dat so lucky coz same class wif her edi ! Dis gal is dat i start love her when i start my form4 n d 1st eye i saw her

From dat time i try many way 2 get her num n i try 2 tackle her at skol even in class oso , at begin all d thg look difficult bcoz dis gal still feel strange n weird 2 me bcoz of d thg wat i do
So when i ask hers num from her but she refuse 2 gv me , nvm la , i wont gv up easily
Finali i got her num from hers fren luu.. then i start sms wif her , initially i din let her noe hu m i , i juz tell dat i m a guy from IH skol , hu get dis num from fren n wanna b fren wif her , luckily dat she din suspect wat i said n juz ask me sum ques then start b fren wif me edi , i feel so , not so la , i thk is damn hapi at dat time lol ^^ Bcoz i start chat wif her edi in class oso she start talking wif me edi , hapi

But dunno since when or mayb all d thg dat i do make her suspect dat d person she oways sms wif juz bside her n same class wif her bcoz when i sms her , she will ask me sum weird ques n say about sum thg in class 2 trick me , but i din make any reply n juz act dunno n listen wat she say bt her thg in hers skol lol
At last , i thk if i din mistaken d month (March) dat she finali noe dat d guy hu sms her in phone is me , so i tell her all d thg n explain 2 her y i do all dis thg juz wanna b fren 2 her n i scare dat when i tell her dat from begin , i m d guy hu same class wif her , she will refuse 2 sms n chat wif me
After my explaination bt all d thg , she take edi few day dat din choi me
D time i tot all d thg was over , she find me bc n tell me , if i tell her dat i m d guy , hu same class wif her from begin , she will oso sms n chat wif me la
So dat our relationship between each other hv a big improvement again lol , excited
Then i started 2 do all d thg in skol such help her do anythg or juz wan 2 take sum chance dat can chat wif her in class , haha , dat time d me reali dumb dumb la , but nvm i reali love her much jor ^^

Nw d thg dat i love her , i let d 1st ppl noe edi , hu is my jie , YeeLin
Dis is bcoz she n YiWen was best fren at dat time n they oways walk bc hum 2gather , so i thk dat was a good thg dat let jie noe coz mayb jie will help me 2 noe more bt her , so i start ask my jie from dat time werter when they went hum got chat bt anythg dat included me ? Hahas.. so s2p edi , wat i do , anyway thx my jie

Yup.. as a gud n pretty gal like Wen of coz got ppl like her oso la
Finali i noe dat hu is d ppl like her n tackle her b4 , dat is EngSiang , hu same class wif us oso n i edi b fren wif him , i reali dunno wat can i do bcoz they noe each other earlier than me n they hv many thg 2 chat in class or after skol , so i start jealous 2 ES edi coz he can make Wen hapi n laugh when they chatting , haiz..
feel so upset at dat time
About jealous d thg i got tell many ppl la , juz wanna 2 release d feel dat i m sad when saw them can chat anythg 2 each other n so hapi when chatting , sad sad sad t.t
then juz a moment dat i dun1 find her n even din chat wif her in class , finali she ask my jie wat hapen 2 me n y i dun1 find her oso
I start hapi bc when heard dat bcoz it prove dat she will oso care bt me when i suden change attitude , all d thg bc 2 normal again othough i noe dat n i will saw dat Es n Wen chat hapily in class but i juz act ntg , sob
D 1st present dat i gv her was a doll dat buy from watson can b a keychain , l8er on was sum small bear dat can hung on phone n i still rmb dat d small bear i ask my jie help me gv her when they walk bc hum ^^ Coz i scare 2 gv her in class

About 6months dat i sms n wif her in class , finali she noe dat i love her edi
Then she start asking me y n wat reason dat i love her , dat time i juz noe 2 say dat she is cute n pretty then i love her , at last i change n say dat love is a feel dat no any reason
I wun 4get dis day n time 4ever , bcoz at 29sept2007 , about 12pm noon time , Wen accept me 2 b her bf , hapi , hapi n hapi oni , wat i can said at dat time coz finali she accept me ad ^^ Our relationship as a couple not many ppl noe at dat time till v r form5 started got ppl noe , but v act normal oni at class coz i scare ba at dat time , i oso dunno y la , haiz
D 1st valentine i buy her a couple shirt dat from bodyglove othough i din accept any present from her but nvm , i noe dat i love her then enuf edi , muacks 2 Wen

March again , our class hv a holiday trip 2 genting n hv another reason dat 2 take our majalah photo , hahas , dat was a nice trip n v enjoy ourselves othough hv a little time dat i was solo
In dis trip , got 1 thg dat i wan 2 say n i jealous is dat when i saw ChengWah n ChanYeong wif their gf , haiz , coz i n Wen was couple edi dat time but i din do wat shud i do , feel sad n regret bcoz i juz realize dat Wen got gv chance 2 me when in d indoor theme park coz she walk wif me n i din hold her hand , d is d thg i regret n i do wrong , sori , i noe dat is useless edi t.t
So fast our 1year anniversary reach edi , d day b4 dat i buy jor a couple ring 4 her
I str8 gv her n hope she will wear n but din , mayb my fault ba coz buy wrong size lol , sad , she din wear d ring , nvm
After dat was our SPM lol , all of us was bz studying , she oso d same , so i din disturb her so much , juz find her n tell her bt my luu.. ^^
Past jor SPM 5th of Dec was Wen n Gillian bd , so all of us dcided 2 help them celebrate at Sunway Lagoon othough got unhapi thg hapen at dat time but dat was over
At last sum ppl enjoy n sum ppl feel bik chek but i cant do anythg oso , n d time i on d way hum at Navin car , Wen sms me n tell dat she dun1 choi me agin bcoz i din pei them after they go out earlier from Lagoon , reali sori 2 her coz i wif navin them ply till 6pm cai out from ter , gomennasai Wen , t.t
After few day i mms my apologise photo 2 her n finali she 4gv me edi , hehes

Till nw v past edi our 2nd valentine , i change 2 gv her other present dat was a couple bear in a basket wif sum flower othough d flower was fake 1 but i will gv Wen real d soon ^^
I feel dat lonely n sad bcoz i juz past my day alone since her bd till nw othough hv a valentine day between but she say lazy 2 go out so i juz tell her nvm , haiz..
N d num sms wif her started reduce , sumtimes can reduce till no sms at all wif her
I feel veri sad n dunno wat can i bcoz i got find her n sms her , but she say lz 2 go out n lz 2 use phone , so din reply my msg when i send 2 her
Haiz.. wat can i do , dis is d ques dat i oways ask myself ???
My situation tell edi many ppl so dat i wun feel so stress bout dis thg
Skol gotta start soon n i will meet Wen bc , werter v still couple or juz like a stranger 2 each other when v met ???
Still hv many ques 2 her la , sobby
Sumtimes i reali feel dat if i let it go , werter it will gud 2 her or wat nehz ? But i juz noe hw 2 say oni bcoz i noe dat 2 let her go was not an easy thg 2 me , 2 her i dunno la , t.t
K , guys , i wan 2 stop dis story edi coz it was late edi , i wan 2 slip nw
Nitez all

Gotta Skol Again d Mood

2009-05-05T11:51:00.000-07:00

From nw on still hv about 5days then gotta skol again lol , haiz
Reali dunno hw la bcoz my holiday mood not yet finish oso then nid go bc 2 skol nex Mon jor , wuwuwu.. sad
I still wan take a break nw not yet ready 2 study la , haih t.t
+more my uniform n all d thg nid when d day go skol register all thg oso not yet settle n not yet prepare lol , wth la , i thk i nid rush rush jor coz wan skol start edi so nid 2 prepare all thg soon , hope dat i hv enuf time 2 settle all d thg la , gambeteh 2 all my fren hu nid bc skol study but i thk u all ad prepare all ur thg lol
Nvm , i will start nw , dis is my feel nw la n of coz got abit gan jiong luu.. bc skol again ma , wakakas

things happen to me during April

2009-05-02T20:43:00.001-07:00

Erm... hw 2 start nehz ? Actuali i oso dunno la , haiz...
I thk start from d work i do ba , dat is a work which damn boring n wasting time but got a nice salary la , it work as a flier under celcom la , d few day start work reali damn boring , me n quek juz keep walking here n there oni la , wth .. After dat v start lz edi n thinking hw 2 snake , haha
v go McD , CC , KFC n bla bla bla place 2 sleep n eat 2 past d day , not so funny la , juz past time oni

Yup , nw 2nd work lol , cont d celcom work , i oso promise my sushi king miss , manager la 2 help when sushi bonanza , so i nid 2 stop my celcom work for 4days , d 1st 3days was fun in sushi king coz got many fren cum n eat , my jie jie n her parent oso ! Hehes... i oso help jor many fren who din hv sushi king membercard 2 enter sushi bonanza ! D time v work , v make sushi n eat oso , but pity chun la coz keep on help kaiten at outside part d so he cant enjoy like wilson n me , wakakas

Nw reach jor d 3rd day finish work , dat time was 12.00am ad , say bye 2 chun them then i go take my motor ! But not yet bc hum 1st la bcoz wan 2 take thg for my fren who stays in Prima Selayang ! I thk dat day is a bad day or no luck la , at half way then i invilve in accident juz bcoz d saw d bumper at road , i crash wif my motor , luckily bhind no car was coming , then i stood up , dat time i was badly injured edi , my mouth keep on bleeding coz of d tooth bang my lips , then i saw a car was cuming forward , i asked for help but d car juz passby act nothing hapen , wtf la , haiz.. Nvm , finali got 1 malay guy stopped his car n ask werter i nid help onot then i call my parent cum n fetch me n d malay guy accompany me wait at ter , dat time reali not pain at all othough badly injured ^^ Dunno y lol ???
My parent reach at d end , they ask me wait at car then send me 2 nearby hospital , selayang 1 , haiz.. noob hospital coz when i reach d emergency the juz help me simply wash wound n wrap my wound but i cant do anythg oso , hahas
Then i juz wait at ter lol coz it is a goverment hospital got many ppl n noob goverment oso la , u all noe luu.. about 45mins past d still not my turn , my parent dcide bring me 2 clinic receive treatment , d clinic is juz bside d place v oways yamcha which is BBS
When i enter d doctor n nurse was shoch coz so late edi still hv ppl get badly injured then they start wash my wound wif water , hydrogen n dunno wat alcohol , dat time started pain edi , not pain is damn pain lol , swt swt swt =.='
After d wound , doctor start settle my mouth ter , i lost my half tooth n d wound at lips ter nid use line 2 combind bc , total 10lines , swt many but not pain la when d doctor sewing , juz dat d nurse who help me 2 wash wound coz me pain lol ^^
Finali settle all d thg jor , when i reach hum dat was 3.00am edi , haiz... Wat a bad luck day
Di accident coz me rest at hse bt 1week + edi coz i wan my wound 2 recover bc as faz as possible , then i can go P.Langkawi wif chun them ^^
Kk... dis thg past edi la , dun say many jor but i still wanna 2 thx my jie n m.wern coz who accompany me dat day coz i juz tell them oni n i oso wanna 2 say sori 2 all my fren

My New Blog

2009-05-01T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guyz.. Thanks to Annie and Rodney who helped me to create this blog. Actually, this is my second blog. My first blog is in wretch and I'm kinda forget the passwords that I used to sign in that account. So, no choice. I have to create a new one and I think I will start blogging from now on.
Feel free to drop by anytime. ^^

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