Guys , long time din post jor at her , ^^
Anyway dont worry , i will hv a new post soon , hu saw it tell me ya , or can post comment oso , thx
But dont say me 38 or what la , i just post 2 specific people , my laopo , wen
Thx 2 my friend taht support me in this blog , thx
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Saturday, December 12, 2009
一篇不知什么的部落格
太伤了，
太痛了，
实际上，
是太蠢了，
往往让人盲目服从，
明知是永无止境的伤害，
却无法自拔，
为了刺激，还是需要？
原以为自己能包容对方的一切，
但现在看清楚了，
不论如何自我欺骗，
但却也找不到任何理由，
再去包容
原以为了解对方是喜欢一个人的任务，
但超过的了解，
却成了约束，
约束着对方的自由与空间，
相反的，
不够的了解，
却无法为她做出事前的准备，
不能为她付出，
不知道她的想法，
咳。。。
盲目的付出，
却不求回报，
是爱情世界不变的原则？
而且，
付出了，
却不一定会有相等的回报，
付出只不过是想对对方献出一些心意，
却还未希望她能与自己在一起
~完~
太痛了，
实际上，
是太蠢了，
往往让人盲目服从，
明知是永无止境的伤害，
却无法自拔，
为了刺激，还是需要？
原以为自己能包容对方的一切，
但现在看清楚了，
不论如何自我欺骗，
但却也找不到任何理由，
再去包容
原以为了解对方是喜欢一个人的任务，
但超过的了解，
却成了约束，
约束着对方的自由与空间，
相反的，
不够的了解，
却无法为她做出事前的准备，
不能为她付出，
不知道她的想法，
咳。。。
盲目的付出，
却不求回报，
是爱情世界不变的原则？
而且，
付出了，
却不一定会有相等的回报，
付出只不过是想对对方献出一些心意，
却还未希望她能与自己在一起
~完~
Friday, July 10, 2009
1st , 2nd n 3rd Days
The 1st day she leave , feel dat not willing bcoz she go edi , t.t
Anyway still will miss her , but cant do anythg , haiz.. Nvm
So that , same as previous go 2 skol n study , promise her edi study hard n dun lazy then can help her when she came back , so i obey wat she say ^^
Erm.. after skol , i joined futsal competition , my teamate was U Shen , Quek , Hari , Guna , Kai Yew , Li Yuan n 2 supporter which are Wing Liong(my sifu) n CCC . This was my 1st time dat do a post as goalkeeper , the feel was not bad when i win the 1st match but between the stomach and important part feel pain coz i block down the str8 shoot in front of me , huhz , feel lucky coz 1st time. So that cont 2 the second match but reali bik chek coz nid wait few hrs la , sienz
Finali 2nd match jor . Dis game felt sori to them(teamate) bcoz i done a mistake n gv them a penatly , so the score was 2-3 , v lose edi
Sori guys , cant saved the ball . anyway as U Shen n Kai Yew said no matter win or lose v still fren
I tell d incident 2 her , hapi coz she take k bout it . After the match , then i send Quek them back home n str8 go tuition edi until 10pm . Reali hungry dat time , sobby t.t
Finish tuition then i find her n sms till 12am , then she go slip edi coz nid wake up early d other day , got thg 2 do (she la). Dis was the 1st , not bad ^^
Till the 2nd day that she leave , as normal go skol n morning time feel hapi coz she sms me , kakas . After dat , she got thg 2 do jor n i nid study oso but u all noe la , hapi times pass very fast . Bcoz the 1st period was free but Pn. Lim(math teacher) enter our class n start teaching . when the class was goin on , i got copy n do wat she teach , but... ... mayb bcoz of dat i keep on tell her dat she do some mistake then she said dat i m irritate her n annoyed , haiz , wat la ..
N she said dat she enter class teach us n wan us 2 learn not dat let student say she did mistake n she say wat i doin was silly , haiz.. no commne 2 her edi
Another thg wat she said was when she rushing , any mistake dat she did was minor , dis reali swt lol , haiz ... reali bik chek coz kena shot t.t
Where r she , reali wan 2 tell her la , so dat she will noe wat was hapening , sad
N then she leave edi so dat day no tuition , at hse luu , c ing tv , help parent do somethg n sms wif her luu.. But dunno y until 8pm start , she din reply me edi . I try 2 call her but nobody pick up d call . Mayb she was bz ing , so i dun disturb her la . Till bout 10.30pm jor , still no respond from her , nvm , wait ba , t.t , mayb she will find me later(dis was the thg dat i trust , hope no disapointed me ba )
Finally , reply jor , but get some bad new from her la , anyway dunno she play wif me onot la , but i still blif her and ask her dun so sad n tell her dat i will pei her . Haiz.. juz hapi awhile oni then no respond again , wuwu..
Reali dunno wat is happened at ter ? If can reali wan go n check it out
Haiz.. but i cant , mayb 2day will end in a bad mood n sori dat coz i cant help her , gomennasai
End of the day , reali no reply edi , anyway she feel hapi then k edi 4 me la
P/S : Get her reply but so late edi , i try 2 call her oso but still d same no ppl pick up the call , haiz..
D 3rd day was arrive , same la otough miss the s2p but still nid go 2 skol la , haiz
morning time i sms her but dunno she will reply bor anyway mayb she no mood but i hope dat she feel hapi n dun sad then ok jor n wan tell her dat i will accompany her
Dunno when she will back la hope 2 c her soon , but i think she prefer 2 c her fren than me la , sa again , moody
Erm.. 4 d 3rd day ma , actuali got thg 2 write out but no dat feel jor coz my article lost edi 4 a week at last found back n she oso back edi so dis was the END
Anyway still will miss her , but cant do anythg , haiz.. Nvm
So that , same as previous go 2 skol n study , promise her edi study hard n dun lazy then can help her when she came back , so i obey wat she say ^^
Erm.. after skol , i joined futsal competition , my teamate was U Shen , Quek , Hari , Guna , Kai Yew , Li Yuan n 2 supporter which are Wing Liong(my sifu) n CCC . This was my 1st time dat do a post as goalkeeper , the feel was not bad when i win the 1st match but between the stomach and important part feel pain coz i block down the str8 shoot in front of me , huhz , feel lucky coz 1st time. So that cont 2 the second match but reali bik chek coz nid wait few hrs la , sienz
Finali 2nd match jor . Dis game felt sori to them(teamate) bcoz i done a mistake n gv them a penatly , so the score was 2-3 , v lose edi
Sori guys , cant saved the ball . anyway as U Shen n Kai Yew said no matter win or lose v still fren
I tell d incident 2 her , hapi coz she take k bout it . After the match , then i send Quek them back home n str8 go tuition edi until 10pm . Reali hungry dat time , sobby t.t
Finish tuition then i find her n sms till 12am , then she go slip edi coz nid wake up early d other day , got thg 2 do (she la). Dis was the 1st , not bad ^^
Till the 2nd day that she leave , as normal go skol n morning time feel hapi coz she sms me , kakas . After dat , she got thg 2 do jor n i nid study oso but u all noe la , hapi times pass very fast . Bcoz the 1st period was free but Pn. Lim(math teacher) enter our class n start teaching . when the class was goin on , i got copy n do wat she teach , but... ... mayb bcoz of dat i keep on tell her dat she do some mistake then she said dat i m irritate her n annoyed , haiz , wat la ..
N she said dat she enter class teach us n wan us 2 learn not dat let student say she did mistake n she say wat i doin was silly , haiz.. no commne 2 her edi
Another thg wat she said was when she rushing , any mistake dat she did was minor , dis reali swt lol , haiz ... reali bik chek coz kena shot t.t
Where r she , reali wan 2 tell her la , so dat she will noe wat was hapening , sad
N then she leave edi so dat day no tuition , at hse luu , c ing tv , help parent do somethg n sms wif her luu.. But dunno y until 8pm start , she din reply me edi . I try 2 call her but nobody pick up d call . Mayb she was bz ing , so i dun disturb her la . Till bout 10.30pm jor , still no respond from her , nvm , wait ba , t.t , mayb she will find me later(dis was the thg dat i trust , hope no disapointed me ba )
Finally , reply jor , but get some bad new from her la , anyway dunno she play wif me onot la , but i still blif her and ask her dun so sad n tell her dat i will pei her . Haiz.. juz hapi awhile oni then no respond again , wuwu..
Reali dunno wat is happened at ter ? If can reali wan go n check it out
Haiz.. but i cant , mayb 2day will end in a bad mood n sori dat coz i cant help her , gomennasai
End of the day , reali no reply edi , anyway she feel hapi then k edi 4 me la
P/S : Get her reply but so late edi , i try 2 call her oso but still d same no ppl pick up the call , haiz..
D 3rd day was arrive , same la otough miss the s2p but still nid go 2 skol la , haiz
morning time i sms her but dunno she will reply bor anyway mayb she no mood but i hope dat she feel hapi n dun sad then ok jor n wan tell her dat i will accompany her
Dunno when she will back la hope 2 c her soon , but i think she prefer 2 c her fren than me la , sa again , moody
Erm.. 4 d 3rd day ma , actuali got thg 2 write out but no dat feel jor coz my article lost edi 4 a week at last found back n she oso back edi so dis was the END
Saturday, June 20, 2009
An Incident Just Because of A Table
Erm... actually i felt lazy 2 write bout this thg , that is because it was over n ng 2 mention or say more bout it , anyway juz wan u guys noe what hapen in my school life ^^
Keep ur eye on my blog ya , thx
The incident happened in this week la , actually juz a smal thg , kakas , but ...
All the thing start from Mon. , dat time was finish skol edi , but i still in class waiting quek them settle the physic thing , nvm , i do my work oso , kakas
But got sum s2p form 2 n 3 student nter d class n din ask anythg oor wat juz take d table n chair 2 their class so i str8 go 2 their class n ask werter hu take d table n chair lol , but i din say rudely oso , they reply so LC 2 me , say wat "u saw hu took then hu lol" wat the , juz form2 , nvm i din say anythg , then i went out their class
D time i wan returned 2 my class , d fellow hu spoke LC 2 me , keep staring at me , then i started bik chek edi , so dat i go 2ward him n ask him y act so LC then i str8 push him , he cant do anythg , but keep ask "wer i from" oni , then i juz ignore him n walked away lol
Now d point was d fellow nw wan challange back me coz continuous 2 days after skol come 2 class n said sum challanging word , finali i reali du lan jor , so i str8 called my bro come juz wan 2 sked them , v managed 2 do dat ^^
So nw another thg coz d nex day , when recess time d fellow bro call me , starting i tot juz wan 2 talk , like "ken shou" but i din choi him when he talk , then sudenly he slap on me , i juz noe pain n angry but i din fight bc coz i called my bro n cousin came 2 skol after skol la ! But unlucky dat was d guy hu slap me noe i will call sumbody came 2 skol n punch him , so he called his frens 1st n go find lim meng
Finally limeng know this thing , so dat i cant punch d guy bc n wat i can do was juz call parent n lmeng settle this incident
Haiz.. really not worth dat , othough i won 4 dis incident coz d guy said sori n his bro n bro fren cant LC but i kena 1 slap , reali not worth , haiz.. Wat can i do ???
Anyway at here still wan 2 say thx 2 wai kit , ES n Cwah them coz after d incident they cum find me from SEGI collage , ^^
So touch o , wow...
Dats all , the END , comment ya
Keep ur eye on my blog ya , thx
The incident happened in this week la , actually juz a smal thg , kakas , but ...
All the thing start from Mon. , dat time was finish skol edi , but i still in class waiting quek them settle the physic thing , nvm , i do my work oso , kakas
But got sum s2p form 2 n 3 student nter d class n din ask anythg oor wat juz take d table n chair 2 their class so i str8 go 2 their class n ask werter hu take d table n chair lol , but i din say rudely oso , they reply so LC 2 me , say wat "u saw hu took then hu lol" wat the , juz form2 , nvm i din say anythg , then i went out their class
D time i wan returned 2 my class , d fellow hu spoke LC 2 me , keep staring at me , then i started bik chek edi , so dat i go 2ward him n ask him y act so LC then i str8 push him , he cant do anythg , but keep ask "wer i from" oni , then i juz ignore him n walked away lol
Now d point was d fellow nw wan challange back me coz continuous 2 days after skol come 2 class n said sum challanging word , finali i reali du lan jor , so i str8 called my bro come juz wan 2 sked them , v managed 2 do dat ^^
So nw another thg coz d nex day , when recess time d fellow bro call me , starting i tot juz wan 2 talk , like "ken shou" but i din choi him when he talk , then sudenly he slap on me , i juz noe pain n angry but i din fight bc coz i called my bro n cousin came 2 skol after skol la ! But unlucky dat was d guy hu slap me noe i will call sumbody came 2 skol n punch him , so he called his frens 1st n go find lim meng
Finally limeng know this thing , so dat i cant punch d guy bc n wat i can do was juz call parent n lmeng settle this incident
Haiz.. really not worth dat , othough i won 4 dis incident coz d guy said sori n his bro n bro fren cant LC but i kena 1 slap , reali not worth , haiz.. Wat can i do ???
Anyway at here still wan 2 say thx 2 wai kit , ES n Cwah them coz after d incident they cum find me from SEGI collage , ^^
So touch o , wow...
Dats all , the END , comment ya
Saturday, June 13, 2009
New Article
Guys , actually dunno what 2 say also bcoz my 2weeks holiday juz past like normal , ntg hapen n juz d same emo mode nw , haiz...
For the 1st holiday weekend , i celebrate my mimi (annie) birthday at t.square n sg.wang , i go roller wif her , chun n quek , juz 4 of us oni go roller , haiz , v pro ma , other ppl noobie , xD
Erm... dat day got many ppl go d la but they dun1 roller , i also dunno y , so v juz seperate lol , they go c movie then v go roller later cai join bc bout 4.30pm coz v oso wan 2 watch d terminator ^^ Dat was a nice movie
Other day juz like normal la, i will sienz die jor , anyway still got sumthg 2 do la , like tuition lol , lolx
Bout tuition ? Swt la , dis week thurs was my pa tuition then same as normal i go tution lol , on the way 2 kl (my tuition center yakin ter la) , it was heavy raining , but i tot dat mayb at kl d rain wun so big so i din thk many jor ! D time i reached ter , omg wjen went out from d train d rain start coming toward me edi , my leg edi wet wet lol , zzz , then i go up the station ter n c werter can go uition onot , actually can d la , but juz hv 1 payung oni , so finali d go , all went hum , haiz , wat a noob n s2p day ! D ppl hu include in dis situation got nian en , minwern , rabbit , yeng zhi n wen shin but at laz yz oso got go tuition othough v all went hum n come another day , she so hardworkng o , big big rain still go ^^
I think dats all 4 d holiday , ntg hapi , but weird thg is dat y look like many ppl start blogging nehz ? Not all la juz some part , swt swt swt
Nvm , not my business , huh
Erm... emo 4 me is gud but i dunno wat u all think la , so give opinion bout my emo can ? thx , END
For the 1st holiday weekend , i celebrate my mimi (annie) birthday at t.square n sg.wang , i go roller wif her , chun n quek , juz 4 of us oni go roller , haiz , v pro ma , other ppl noobie , xD
Erm... dat day got many ppl go d la but they dun1 roller , i also dunno y , so v juz seperate lol , they go c movie then v go roller later cai join bc bout 4.30pm coz v oso wan 2 watch d terminator ^^ Dat was a nice movie
Other day juz like normal la, i will sienz die jor , anyway still got sumthg 2 do la , like tuition lol , lolx
Bout tuition ? Swt la , dis week thurs was my pa tuition then same as normal i go tution lol , on the way 2 kl (my tuition center yakin ter la) , it was heavy raining , but i tot dat mayb at kl d rain wun so big so i din thk many jor ! D time i reached ter , omg wjen went out from d train d rain start coming toward me edi , my leg edi wet wet lol , zzz , then i go up the station ter n c werter can go uition onot , actually can d la , but juz hv 1 payung oni , so finali d go , all went hum , haiz , wat a noob n s2p day ! D ppl hu include in dis situation got nian en , minwern , rabbit , yeng zhi n wen shin but at laz yz oso got go tuition othough v all went hum n come another day , she so hardworkng o , big big rain still go ^^
I think dats all 4 d holiday , ntg hapi , but weird thg is dat y look like many ppl start blogging nehz ? Not all la juz some part , swt swt swt
Nvm , not my business , huh
Erm... emo 4 me is gud but i dunno wat u all think la , so give opinion bout my emo can ? thx , END
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Nothing... Nothing... Still Nothing...
Actuali i oso dunno wat hapen 2 me in dis past 1 week , wat a gud mood in myself dat make me feel not well , haiz... I dunno wat 2 say oso t.t
The felling is dat when sumthg hapened 2 u but u cant say many n cant do anythg , wat u can do was juz pretend dat was ntg hapened , u all noe dat feel ?
So dat wat i do in front of my fren was juz a normal ppl , in fact dat i m not , bcoz i reali cant pretend it but i still nid 2 do it so , finali i managed 2 do it , wat i do is juz b a dumb or mute , dun talk many n pretend i m so so so bz , huhz
Erm... Not dat din talk at all la , juz omost all d time , but dunno wat is happening d me , hope dat i better dunno sumthg was hapened 2 me bcoz dat will make me feel better , guyz n gals , u all noe ? Sumtimes sumthg dat not a gud news 2 u all , better dunno than noe coz after dat , u all will started 2 changed ur mood or juz b stunted awhile , lolz , but ofcoz i m not saying d ppl hu reali so hapi n ntg can confuse or corrupt them at all , juz dat nowadays reali hard 2 find dis kind of ppl la
So dat i believe dat many ppl are d same as me , wat i can say juz relax ya
But dat was useless 2 myself coz when i noe d thg hapened 2 me but i cant do anythg n nid 2 pretend like ntg hapen was hard 2 me , so dat d thg i will do was keep on emo n let most of the ppl thk dat i m not a fren gud(hu keep on hur them) or act in a bad condition , so dat i can do anythg dat i like avoid from frens disturbing , actuali dis was not gud la , but i hv no other choice edi , sori my frens n not all d thg will make me angry , i hate i m not dat gud as a fren , sumtimes fren n fren r oso compete-ing btw each other 2 get others fren , i m d loser oways la , so cant do anythg , (lose nid 2 b a humble) ma , explain in chinese la , suan edi , me reali dun like 2 say much bt dis title d thg coz u all dunno wat m i thking oso , anyway i will find my way 2 solve it , juz dat mayb i will keep hurting ppl or myself dat sum ppl dunno dat , nvm , let it b , i will b hapi , i thk
So dis is d end t.t , (=.=)
Haiz... As so long dat i wrote but i still dunno wat m i talking about , anyway sori ya , i cant tell n say wat is actually happened 2 me , wat i can say juz a damn big suprise dat i never ever get or experience it b4 , wat the...
So i will end it here about wat i say , hu dunno wat m i saying can juz left comment n ask i will try my best 2 gv a gud answer 2 u , thx 4 view
The felling is dat when sumthg hapened 2 u but u cant say many n cant do anythg , wat u can do was juz pretend dat was ntg hapened , u all noe dat feel ?
So dat wat i do in front of my fren was juz a normal ppl , in fact dat i m not , bcoz i reali cant pretend it but i still nid 2 do it so , finali i managed 2 do it , wat i do is juz b a dumb or mute , dun talk many n pretend i m so so so bz , huhz
Erm... Not dat din talk at all la , juz omost all d time , but dunno wat is happening d me , hope dat i better dunno sumthg was hapened 2 me bcoz dat will make me feel better , guyz n gals , u all noe ? Sumtimes sumthg dat not a gud news 2 u all , better dunno than noe coz after dat , u all will started 2 changed ur mood or juz b stunted awhile , lolz , but ofcoz i m not saying d ppl hu reali so hapi n ntg can confuse or corrupt them at all , juz dat nowadays reali hard 2 find dis kind of ppl la
So dat i believe dat many ppl are d same as me , wat i can say juz relax ya
But dat was useless 2 myself coz when i noe d thg hapened 2 me but i cant do anythg n nid 2 pretend like ntg hapen was hard 2 me , so dat d thg i will do was keep on emo n let most of the ppl thk dat i m not a fren gud(hu keep on hur them) or act in a bad condition , so dat i can do anythg dat i like avoid from frens disturbing , actuali dis was not gud la , but i hv no other choice edi , sori my frens n not all d thg will make me angry , i hate i m not dat gud as a fren , sumtimes fren n fren r oso compete-ing btw each other 2 get others fren , i m d loser oways la , so cant do anythg , (lose nid 2 b a humble) ma , explain in chinese la , suan edi , me reali dun like 2 say much bt dis title d thg coz u all dunno wat m i thking oso , anyway i will find my way 2 solve it , juz dat mayb i will keep hurting ppl or myself dat sum ppl dunno dat , nvm , let it b , i will b hapi , i thk
So dis is d end t.t , (=.=)
Haiz... As so long dat i wrote but i still dunno wat m i talking about , anyway sori ya , i cant tell n say wat is actually happened 2 me , wat i can say juz a damn big suprise dat i never ever get or experience it b4 , wat the...
So i will end it here about wat i say , hu dunno wat m i saying can juz left comment n ask i will try my best 2 gv a gud answer 2 u , thx 4 view
Monday, May 11, 2009
First Day Back Skol
Haiz... same as previous time , u all noe y ? Swt la , i enter d skol early in d morning then i tot ntg will hapen n wun saw limeng jor la , but when i chating wif fren , sudenly , zzz , "lucifer" cum out jor
He touch my hair n ask werter wan i ut it myself or he help me 2 cut , then i say lol , i cut myself but not d time la , i means i will cut when bc hum , but d super cb limeng say cant cut later , he juz gv me 2 choice ,
1. he cut me
2. nw i go hum n cut my hair then return 2 skol
Haiz.. finali same again , everytime 1st day 2 skol oso nid go hum 1st then cai can enter skol bc , wtf , wth la , huh
After i go out from skol then bc 2 selayang n start searching 4 saloon , luckily one of it open at morning time , feel hapi dat time , after cut jor my hair then i saw still got time so go oldtown hv a breakfaz luu... wakakas
When i return skol , fill in all d form then enter a temporary class , d time limeng briefting , swt la , he juz aim me n keep look at me when he shoot n say bt kekemasan , damn bik chek , haiz , suan jor
So dat i "feed" limeng d whole morning . wat the ... ...
After dat juz normal teacher explaining then wait d time past n go hum lol
Dis is d thg hapen 1st day i bc skol , same thg n same experience i get , zzz , lolx
He touch my hair n ask werter wan i ut it myself or he help me 2 cut , then i say lol , i cut myself but not d time la , i means i will cut when bc hum , but d super cb limeng say cant cut later , he juz gv me 2 choice ,
1. he cut me
2. nw i go hum n cut my hair then return 2 skol
Haiz.. finali same again , everytime 1st day 2 skol oso nid go hum 1st then cai can enter skol bc , wtf , wth la , huh
After i go out from skol then bc 2 selayang n start searching 4 saloon , luckily one of it open at morning time , feel hapi dat time , after cut jor my hair then i saw still got time so go oldtown hv a breakfaz luu... wakakas
When i return skol , fill in all d form then enter a temporary class , d time limeng briefting , swt la , he juz aim me n keep look at me when he shoot n say bt kekemasan , damn bik chek , haiz , suan jor
So dat i "feed" limeng d whole morning . wat the ... ...
After dat juz normal teacher explaining then wait d time past n go hum lol
Dis is d thg hapen 1st day i bc skol , same thg n same experience i get , zzz , lolx
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