Nothing... Nothing... Still Nothing...

Actuali i oso dunno wat hapen 2 me in dis past 1 week , wat a gud mood in myself dat make me feel not well , haiz... I dunno wat 2 say oso t.t
The felling is dat when sumthg hapened 2 u but u cant say many n cant do anythg , wat u can do was juz pretend dat was ntg hapened , u all noe dat feel ?
So dat wat i do in front of my fren was juz a normal ppl , in fact dat i m not , bcoz i reali cant pretend it but i still nid 2 do it so , finali i managed 2 do it , wat i do is juz b a dumb or mute , dun talk many n pretend i m so so so bz , huhz
Erm... Not dat din talk at all la , juz omost all d time , but dunno wat is happening d me , hope dat i better dunno sumthg was hapened 2 me bcoz dat will make me feel better , guyz n gals , u all noe ? Sumtimes sumthg dat not a gud news 2 u all , better dunno than noe coz after dat , u all will started 2 changed ur mood or juz b stunted awhile , lolz , but ofcoz i m not saying d ppl hu reali so hapi n ntg can confuse or corrupt them at all , juz dat nowadays reali hard 2 find dis kind of ppl la
So dat i believe dat many ppl are d same as me , wat i can say juz relax ya
But dat was useless 2 myself coz when i noe d thg hapened 2 me but i cant do anythg n nid 2 pretend like ntg hapen was hard 2 me , so dat d thg i will do was keep on emo n let most of the ppl thk dat i m not a fren gud(hu keep on hur them) or act in a bad condition , so dat i can do anythg dat i like avoid from frens disturbing , actuali dis was not gud la , but i hv no other choice edi , sori my frens n not all d thg will make me angry , i hate i m not dat gud as a fren , sumtimes fren n fren r oso compete-ing btw each other 2 get others fren , i m d loser oways la , so cant do anythg , (lose nid 2 b a humble) ma , explain in chinese la , suan edi , me reali dun like 2 say much bt dis title d thg coz u all dunno wat m i thking oso , anyway i will find my way 2 solve it , juz dat mayb i will keep hurting ppl or myself dat sum ppl dunno dat , nvm , let it b , i will b hapi , i thk
So dis is d end t.t , (=.=)
Haiz... As so long dat i wrote but i still dunno wat m i talking about , anyway sori ya , i cant tell n say wat is actually happened 2 me , wat i can say juz a damn big suprise dat i never ever get or experience it b4 , wat the...
So i will end it here about wat i say , hu dunno wat m i saying can juz left comment n ask i will try my best 2 gv a gud answer 2 u , thx 4 view