太伤了，
太痛了，
实际上，
是太蠢了，
往往让人盲目服从，
明知是永无止境的伤害，
却无法自拔，
为了刺激，还是需要？
原以为自己能包容对方的一切，
但现在看清楚了，
不论如何自我欺骗，
但却也找不到任何理由，
再去包容
原以为了解对方是喜欢一个人的任务，
但超过的了解，
却成了约束，
约束着对方的自由与空间，
相反的，
不够的了解，
却无法为她做出事前的准备，
不能为她付出，
不知道她的想法，
咳。。。
盲目的付出，
却不求回报，
是爱情世界不变的原则？
而且，
付出了，
却不一定会有相等的回报，
付出只不过是想对对方献出一些心意，
却还未希望她能与自己在一起
~完~
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
1st , 2nd n 3rd Days
The 1st day she leave , feel dat not willing bcoz she go edi , t.t
Anyway still will miss her , but cant do anythg , haiz.. Nvm
So that , same as previous go 2 skol n study , promise her edi study hard n dun lazy then can help her when she came back , so i obey wat she say ^^
Erm.. after skol , i joined futsal competition , my teamate was U Shen , Quek , Hari , Guna , Kai Yew , Li Yuan n 2 supporter which are Wing Liong(my sifu) n CCC . This was my 1st time dat do a post as goalkeeper , the feel was not bad when i win the 1st match but between the stomach and important part feel pain coz i block down the str8 shoot in front of me , huhz , feel lucky coz 1st time. So that cont 2 the second match but reali bik chek coz nid wait few hrs la , sienz
Finali 2nd match jor . Dis game felt sori to them(teamate) bcoz i done a mistake n gv them a penatly , so the score was 2-3 , v lose edi
Sori guys , cant saved the ball . anyway as U Shen n Kai Yew said no matter win or lose v still fren
I tell d incident 2 her , hapi coz she take k bout it . After the match , then i send Quek them back home n str8 go tuition edi until 10pm . Reali hungry dat time , sobby t.t
Finish tuition then i find her n sms till 12am , then she go slip edi coz nid wake up early d other day , got thg 2 do (she la). Dis was the 1st , not bad ^^
Till the 2nd day that she leave , as normal go skol n morning time feel hapi coz she sms me , kakas . After dat , she got thg 2 do jor n i nid study oso but u all noe la , hapi times pass very fast . Bcoz the 1st period was free but Pn. Lim(math teacher) enter our class n start teaching . when the class was goin on , i got copy n do wat she teach , but... ... mayb bcoz of dat i keep on tell her dat she do some mistake then she said dat i m irritate her n annoyed , haiz , wat la ..
N she said dat she enter class teach us n wan us 2 learn not dat let student say she did mistake n she say wat i doin was silly , haiz.. no commne 2 her edi
Another thg wat she said was when she rushing , any mistake dat she did was minor , dis reali swt lol , haiz ... reali bik chek coz kena shot t.t
Where r she , reali wan 2 tell her la , so dat she will noe wat was hapening , sad
N then she leave edi so dat day no tuition , at hse luu , c ing tv , help parent do somethg n sms wif her luu.. But dunno y until 8pm start , she din reply me edi . I try 2 call her but nobody pick up d call . Mayb she was bz ing , so i dun disturb her la . Till bout 10.30pm jor , still no respond from her , nvm , wait ba , t.t , mayb she will find me later(dis was the thg dat i trust , hope no disapointed me ba )
Finally , reply jor , but get some bad new from her la , anyway dunno she play wif me onot la , but i still blif her and ask her dun so sad n tell her dat i will pei her . Haiz.. juz hapi awhile oni then no respond again , wuwu..
Reali dunno wat is happened at ter ? If can reali wan go n check it out
Haiz.. but i cant , mayb 2day will end in a bad mood n sori dat coz i cant help her , gomennasai
End of the day , reali no reply edi , anyway she feel hapi then k edi 4 me la
P/S : Get her reply but so late edi , i try 2 call her oso but still d same no ppl pick up the call , haiz..
D 3rd day was arrive , same la otough miss the s2p but still nid go 2 skol la , haiz
morning time i sms her but dunno she will reply bor anyway mayb she no mood but i hope dat she feel hapi n dun sad then ok jor n wan tell her dat i will accompany her
Dunno when she will back la hope 2 c her soon , but i think she prefer 2 c her fren than me la , sa again , moody
Erm.. 4 d 3rd day ma , actuali got thg 2 write out but no dat feel jor coz my article lost edi 4 a week at last found back n she oso back edi so dis was the END
Anyway still will miss her , but cant do anythg , haiz.. Nvm
So that , same as previous go 2 skol n study , promise her edi study hard n dun lazy then can help her when she came back , so i obey wat she say ^^
Erm.. after skol , i joined futsal competition , my teamate was U Shen , Quek , Hari , Guna , Kai Yew , Li Yuan n 2 supporter which are Wing Liong(my sifu) n CCC . This was my 1st time dat do a post as goalkeeper , the feel was not bad when i win the 1st match but between the stomach and important part feel pain coz i block down the str8 shoot in front of me , huhz , feel lucky coz 1st time. So that cont 2 the second match but reali bik chek coz nid wait few hrs la , sienz
Finali 2nd match jor . Dis game felt sori to them(teamate) bcoz i done a mistake n gv them a penatly , so the score was 2-3 , v lose edi
Sori guys , cant saved the ball . anyway as U Shen n Kai Yew said no matter win or lose v still fren
I tell d incident 2 her , hapi coz she take k bout it . After the match , then i send Quek them back home n str8 go tuition edi until 10pm . Reali hungry dat time , sobby t.t
Finish tuition then i find her n sms till 12am , then she go slip edi coz nid wake up early d other day , got thg 2 do (she la). Dis was the 1st , not bad ^^
Till the 2nd day that she leave , as normal go skol n morning time feel hapi coz she sms me , kakas . After dat , she got thg 2 do jor n i nid study oso but u all noe la , hapi times pass very fast . Bcoz the 1st period was free but Pn. Lim(math teacher) enter our class n start teaching . when the class was goin on , i got copy n do wat she teach , but... ... mayb bcoz of dat i keep on tell her dat she do some mistake then she said dat i m irritate her n annoyed , haiz , wat la ..
N she said dat she enter class teach us n wan us 2 learn not dat let student say she did mistake n she say wat i doin was silly , haiz.. no commne 2 her edi
Another thg wat she said was when she rushing , any mistake dat she did was minor , dis reali swt lol , haiz ... reali bik chek coz kena shot t.t
Where r she , reali wan 2 tell her la , so dat she will noe wat was hapening , sad
N then she leave edi so dat day no tuition , at hse luu , c ing tv , help parent do somethg n sms wif her luu.. But dunno y until 8pm start , she din reply me edi . I try 2 call her but nobody pick up d call . Mayb she was bz ing , so i dun disturb her la . Till bout 10.30pm jor , still no respond from her , nvm , wait ba , t.t , mayb she will find me later(dis was the thg dat i trust , hope no disapointed me ba )
Finally , reply jor , but get some bad new from her la , anyway dunno she play wif me onot la , but i still blif her and ask her dun so sad n tell her dat i will pei her . Haiz.. juz hapi awhile oni then no respond again , wuwu..
Reali dunno wat is happened at ter ? If can reali wan go n check it out
Haiz.. but i cant , mayb 2day will end in a bad mood n sori dat coz i cant help her , gomennasai
End of the day , reali no reply edi , anyway she feel hapi then k edi 4 me la
P/S : Get her reply but so late edi , i try 2 call her oso but still d same no ppl pick up the call , haiz..
D 3rd day was arrive , same la otough miss the s2p but still nid go 2 skol la , haiz
morning time i sms her but dunno she will reply bor anyway mayb she no mood but i hope dat she feel hapi n dun sad then ok jor n wan tell her dat i will accompany her
Dunno when she will back la hope 2 c her soon , but i think she prefer 2 c her fren than me la , sa again , moody
Erm.. 4 d 3rd day ma , actuali got thg 2 write out but no dat feel jor coz my article lost edi 4 a week at last found back n she oso back edi so dis was the END
Saturday, June 20, 2009
An Incident Just Because of A Table
Erm... actually i felt lazy 2 write bout this thg , that is because it was over n ng 2 mention or say more bout it , anyway juz wan u guys noe what hapen in my school life ^^
Keep ur eye on my blog ya , thx
The incident happened in this week la , actually juz a smal thg , kakas , but ...
All the thing start from Mon. , dat time was finish skol edi , but i still in class waiting quek them settle the physic thing , nvm , i do my work oso , kakas
But got sum s2p form 2 n 3 student nter d class n din ask anythg oor wat juz take d table n chair 2 their class so i str8 go 2 their class n ask werter hu take d table n chair lol , but i din say rudely oso , they reply so LC 2 me , say wat "u saw hu took then hu lol" wat the , juz form2 , nvm i din say anythg , then i went out their class
D time i wan returned 2 my class , d fellow hu spoke LC 2 me , keep staring at me , then i started bik chek edi , so dat i go 2ward him n ask him y act so LC then i str8 push him , he cant do anythg , but keep ask "wer i from" oni , then i juz ignore him n walked away lol
Now d point was d fellow nw wan challange back me coz continuous 2 days after skol come 2 class n said sum challanging word , finali i reali du lan jor , so i str8 called my bro come juz wan 2 sked them , v managed 2 do dat ^^
So nw another thg coz d nex day , when recess time d fellow bro call me , starting i tot juz wan 2 talk , like "ken shou" but i din choi him when he talk , then sudenly he slap on me , i juz noe pain n angry but i din fight bc coz i called my bro n cousin came 2 skol after skol la ! But unlucky dat was d guy hu slap me noe i will call sumbody came 2 skol n punch him , so he called his frens 1st n go find lim meng
Finally limeng know this thing , so dat i cant punch d guy bc n wat i can do was juz call parent n lmeng settle this incident
Haiz.. really not worth dat , othough i won 4 dis incident coz d guy said sori n his bro n bro fren cant LC but i kena 1 slap , reali not worth , haiz.. Wat can i do ???
Anyway at here still wan 2 say thx 2 wai kit , ES n Cwah them coz after d incident they cum find me from SEGI collage , ^^
So touch o , wow...
Dats all , the END , comment ya
Keep ur eye on my blog ya , thx
The incident happened in this week la , actually juz a smal thg , kakas , but ...
All the thing start from Mon. , dat time was finish skol edi , but i still in class waiting quek them settle the physic thing , nvm , i do my work oso , kakas
But got sum s2p form 2 n 3 student nter d class n din ask anythg oor wat juz take d table n chair 2 their class so i str8 go 2 their class n ask werter hu take d table n chair lol , but i din say rudely oso , they reply so LC 2 me , say wat "u saw hu took then hu lol" wat the , juz form2 , nvm i din say anythg , then i went out their class
D time i wan returned 2 my class , d fellow hu spoke LC 2 me , keep staring at me , then i started bik chek edi , so dat i go 2ward him n ask him y act so LC then i str8 push him , he cant do anythg , but keep ask "wer i from" oni , then i juz ignore him n walked away lol
Now d point was d fellow nw wan challange back me coz continuous 2 days after skol come 2 class n said sum challanging word , finali i reali du lan jor , so i str8 called my bro come juz wan 2 sked them , v managed 2 do dat ^^
So nw another thg coz d nex day , when recess time d fellow bro call me , starting i tot juz wan 2 talk , like "ken shou" but i din choi him when he talk , then sudenly he slap on me , i juz noe pain n angry but i din fight bc coz i called my bro n cousin came 2 skol after skol la ! But unlucky dat was d guy hu slap me noe i will call sumbody came 2 skol n punch him , so he called his frens 1st n go find lim meng
Finally limeng know this thing , so dat i cant punch d guy bc n wat i can do was juz call parent n lmeng settle this incident
Haiz.. really not worth dat , othough i won 4 dis incident coz d guy said sori n his bro n bro fren cant LC but i kena 1 slap , reali not worth , haiz.. Wat can i do ???
Anyway at here still wan 2 say thx 2 wai kit , ES n Cwah them coz after d incident they cum find me from SEGI collage , ^^
So touch o , wow...
Dats all , the END , comment ya
Saturday, June 13, 2009
New Article
Guys , actually dunno what 2 say also bcoz my 2weeks holiday juz past like normal , ntg hapen n juz d same emo mode nw , haiz...
For the 1st holiday weekend , i celebrate my mimi (annie) birthday at t.square n sg.wang , i go roller wif her , chun n quek , juz 4 of us oni go roller , haiz , v pro ma , other ppl noobie , xD
Erm... dat day got many ppl go d la but they dun1 roller , i also dunno y , so v juz seperate lol , they go c movie then v go roller later cai join bc bout 4.30pm coz v oso wan 2 watch d terminator ^^ Dat was a nice movie
Other day juz like normal la, i will sienz die jor , anyway still got sumthg 2 do la , like tuition lol , lolx
Bout tuition ? Swt la , dis week thurs was my pa tuition then same as normal i go tution lol , on the way 2 kl (my tuition center yakin ter la) , it was heavy raining , but i tot dat mayb at kl d rain wun so big so i din thk many jor ! D time i reached ter , omg wjen went out from d train d rain start coming toward me edi , my leg edi wet wet lol , zzz , then i go up the station ter n c werter can go uition onot , actually can d la , but juz hv 1 payung oni , so finali d go , all went hum , haiz , wat a noob n s2p day ! D ppl hu include in dis situation got nian en , minwern , rabbit , yeng zhi n wen shin but at laz yz oso got go tuition othough v all went hum n come another day , she so hardworkng o , big big rain still go ^^
I think dats all 4 d holiday , ntg hapi , but weird thg is dat y look like many ppl start blogging nehz ? Not all la juz some part , swt swt swt
Nvm , not my business , huh
Erm... emo 4 me is gud but i dunno wat u all think la , so give opinion bout my emo can ? thx , END
For the 1st holiday weekend , i celebrate my mimi (annie) birthday at t.square n sg.wang , i go roller wif her , chun n quek , juz 4 of us oni go roller , haiz , v pro ma , other ppl noobie , xD
Erm... dat day got many ppl go d la but they dun1 roller , i also dunno y , so v juz seperate lol , they go c movie then v go roller later cai join bc bout 4.30pm coz v oso wan 2 watch d terminator ^^ Dat was a nice movie
Other day juz like normal la, i will sienz die jor , anyway still got sumthg 2 do la , like tuition lol , lolx
Bout tuition ? Swt la , dis week thurs was my pa tuition then same as normal i go tution lol , on the way 2 kl (my tuition center yakin ter la) , it was heavy raining , but i tot dat mayb at kl d rain wun so big so i din thk many jor ! D time i reached ter , omg wjen went out from d train d rain start coming toward me edi , my leg edi wet wet lol , zzz , then i go up the station ter n c werter can go uition onot , actually can d la , but juz hv 1 payung oni , so finali d go , all went hum , haiz , wat a noob n s2p day ! D ppl hu include in dis situation got nian en , minwern , rabbit , yeng zhi n wen shin but at laz yz oso got go tuition othough v all went hum n come another day , she so hardworkng o , big big rain still go ^^
I think dats all 4 d holiday , ntg hapi , but weird thg is dat y look like many ppl start blogging nehz ? Not all la juz some part , swt swt swt
Nvm , not my business , huh
Erm... emo 4 me is gud but i dunno wat u all think la , so give opinion bout my emo can ? thx , END
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Nothing... Nothing... Still Nothing...
Actuali i oso dunno wat hapen 2 me in dis past 1 week , wat a gud mood in myself dat make me feel not well , haiz... I dunno wat 2 say oso t.t
The felling is dat when sumthg hapened 2 u but u cant say many n cant do anythg , wat u can do was juz pretend dat was ntg hapened , u all noe dat feel ?
So dat wat i do in front of my fren was juz a normal ppl , in fact dat i m not , bcoz i reali cant pretend it but i still nid 2 do it so , finali i managed 2 do it , wat i do is juz b a dumb or mute , dun talk many n pretend i m so so so bz , huhz
Erm... Not dat din talk at all la , juz omost all d time , but dunno wat is happening d me , hope dat i better dunno sumthg was hapened 2 me bcoz dat will make me feel better , guyz n gals , u all noe ? Sumtimes sumthg dat not a gud news 2 u all , better dunno than noe coz after dat , u all will started 2 changed ur mood or juz b stunted awhile , lolz , but ofcoz i m not saying d ppl hu reali so hapi n ntg can confuse or corrupt them at all , juz dat nowadays reali hard 2 find dis kind of ppl la
So dat i believe dat many ppl are d same as me , wat i can say juz relax ya
But dat was useless 2 myself coz when i noe d thg hapened 2 me but i cant do anythg n nid 2 pretend like ntg hapen was hard 2 me , so dat d thg i will do was keep on emo n let most of the ppl thk dat i m not a fren gud(hu keep on hur them) or act in a bad condition , so dat i can do anythg dat i like avoid from frens disturbing , actuali dis was not gud la , but i hv no other choice edi , sori my frens n not all d thg will make me angry , i hate i m not dat gud as a fren , sumtimes fren n fren r oso compete-ing btw each other 2 get others fren , i m d loser oways la , so cant do anythg , (lose nid 2 b a humble) ma , explain in chinese la , suan edi , me reali dun like 2 say much bt dis title d thg coz u all dunno wat m i thking oso , anyway i will find my way 2 solve it , juz dat mayb i will keep hurting ppl or myself dat sum ppl dunno dat , nvm , let it b , i will b hapi , i thk
So dis is d end t.t , (=.=)
Haiz... As so long dat i wrote but i still dunno wat m i talking about , anyway sori ya , i cant tell n say wat is actually happened 2 me , wat i can say juz a damn big suprise dat i never ever get or experience it b4 , wat the...
So i will end it here about wat i say , hu dunno wat m i saying can juz left comment n ask i will try my best 2 gv a gud answer 2 u , thx 4 view
The felling is dat when sumthg hapened 2 u but u cant say many n cant do anythg , wat u can do was juz pretend dat was ntg hapened , u all noe dat feel ?
So dat wat i do in front of my fren was juz a normal ppl , in fact dat i m not , bcoz i reali cant pretend it but i still nid 2 do it so , finali i managed 2 do it , wat i do is juz b a dumb or mute , dun talk many n pretend i m so so so bz , huhz
Erm... Not dat din talk at all la , juz omost all d time , but dunno wat is happening d me , hope dat i better dunno sumthg was hapened 2 me bcoz dat will make me feel better , guyz n gals , u all noe ? Sumtimes sumthg dat not a gud news 2 u all , better dunno than noe coz after dat , u all will started 2 changed ur mood or juz b stunted awhile , lolz , but ofcoz i m not saying d ppl hu reali so hapi n ntg can confuse or corrupt them at all , juz dat nowadays reali hard 2 find dis kind of ppl la
So dat i believe dat many ppl are d same as me , wat i can say juz relax ya
But dat was useless 2 myself coz when i noe d thg hapened 2 me but i cant do anythg n nid 2 pretend like ntg hapen was hard 2 me , so dat d thg i will do was keep on emo n let most of the ppl thk dat i m not a fren gud(hu keep on hur them) or act in a bad condition , so dat i can do anythg dat i like avoid from frens disturbing , actuali dis was not gud la , but i hv no other choice edi , sori my frens n not all d thg will make me angry , i hate i m not dat gud as a fren , sumtimes fren n fren r oso compete-ing btw each other 2 get others fren , i m d loser oways la , so cant do anythg , (lose nid 2 b a humble) ma , explain in chinese la , suan edi , me reali dun like 2 say much bt dis title d thg coz u all dunno wat m i thking oso , anyway i will find my way 2 solve it , juz dat mayb i will keep hurting ppl or myself dat sum ppl dunno dat , nvm , let it b , i will b hapi , i thk
So dis is d end t.t , (=.=)
Haiz... As so long dat i wrote but i still dunno wat m i talking about , anyway sori ya , i cant tell n say wat is actually happened 2 me , wat i can say juz a damn big suprise dat i never ever get or experience it b4 , wat the...
So i will end it here about wat i say , hu dunno wat m i saying can juz left comment n ask i will try my best 2 gv a gud answer 2 u , thx 4 view
Monday, May 11, 2009
First Day Back Skol
Haiz... same as previous time , u all noe y ? Swt la , i enter d skol early in d morning then i tot ntg will hapen n wun saw limeng jor la , but when i chating wif fren , sudenly , zzz , "lucifer" cum out jor
He touch my hair n ask werter wan i ut it myself or he help me 2 cut , then i say lol , i cut myself but not d time la , i means i will cut when bc hum , but d super cb limeng say cant cut later , he juz gv me 2 choice ,
1. he cut me
2. nw i go hum n cut my hair then return 2 skol
Haiz.. finali same again , everytime 1st day 2 skol oso nid go hum 1st then cai can enter skol bc , wtf , wth la , huh
After i go out from skol then bc 2 selayang n start searching 4 saloon , luckily one of it open at morning time , feel hapi dat time , after cut jor my hair then i saw still got time so go oldtown hv a breakfaz luu... wakakas
When i return skol , fill in all d form then enter a temporary class , d time limeng briefting , swt la , he juz aim me n keep look at me when he shoot n say bt kekemasan , damn bik chek , haiz , suan jor
So dat i "feed" limeng d whole morning . wat the ... ...
After dat juz normal teacher explaining then wait d time past n go hum lol
Dis is d thg hapen 1st day i bc skol , same thg n same experience i get , zzz , lolx
He touch my hair n ask werter wan i ut it myself or he help me 2 cut , then i say lol , i cut myself but not d time la , i means i will cut when bc hum , but d super cb limeng say cant cut later , he juz gv me 2 choice ,
1. he cut me
2. nw i go hum n cut my hair then return 2 skol
Haiz.. finali same again , everytime 1st day 2 skol oso nid go hum 1st then cai can enter skol bc , wtf , wth la , huh
After i go out from skol then bc 2 selayang n start searching 4 saloon , luckily one of it open at morning time , feel hapi dat time , after cut jor my hair then i saw still got time so go oldtown hv a breakfaz luu... wakakas
When i return skol , fill in all d form then enter a temporary class , d time limeng briefting , swt la , he juz aim me n keep look at me when he shoot n say bt kekemasan , damn bik chek , haiz , suan jor
So dat i "feed" limeng d whole morning . wat the ... ...
After dat juz normal teacher explaining then wait d time past n go hum lol
Dis is d thg hapen 1st day i bc skol , same thg n same experience i get , zzz , lolx
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
A Story bout YiWen n Me From Begin Till Now
The story is about d gal i love , hu is YiWen , i thk all my fren noe her ba ^^
I noe dis gal since Form4 bcoz b4 dat v r diff class but start nw i feel dat so lucky coz same class wif her edi ! Dis gal is dat i start love her when i start my form4 n d 1st eye i saw her
From dat time i try many way 2 get her num n i try 2 tackle her at skol even in class oso , at begin all d thg look difficult bcoz dis gal still feel strange n weird 2 me bcoz of d thg wat i do
So when i ask hers num from her but she refuse 2 gv me , nvm la , i wont gv up easily
Finali i got her num from hers fren luu.. then i start sms wif her , initially i din let her noe hu m i , i juz tell dat i m a guy from IH skol , hu get dis num from fren n wanna b fren wif her , luckily dat she din suspect wat i said n juz ask me sum ques then start b fren wif me edi , i feel so , not so la , i thk is damn hapi at dat time lol ^^ Bcoz i start chat wif her edi in class oso she start talking wif me edi , hapi
But dunno since when or mayb all d thg dat i do make her suspect dat d person she oways sms wif juz bside her n same class wif her bcoz when i sms her , she will ask me sum weird ques n say about sum thg in class 2 trick me , but i din make any reply n juz act dunno n listen wat she say bt her thg in hers skol lol
At last , i thk if i din mistaken d month (March) dat she finali noe dat d guy hu sms her in phone is me , so i tell her all d thg n explain 2 her y i do all dis thg juz wanna b fren 2 her n i scare dat when i tell her dat from begin , i m d guy hu same class wif her , she will refuse 2 sms n chat wif me
After my explaination bt all d thg , she take edi few day dat din choi me
D time i tot all d thg was over , she find me bc n tell me , if i tell her dat i m d guy , hu same class wif her from begin , she will oso sms n chat wif me la
So dat our relationship between each other hv a big improvement again lol , excited
Then i started 2 do all d thg in skol such help her do anythg or juz wan 2 take sum chance dat can chat wif her in class , haha , dat time d me reali dumb dumb la , but nvm i reali love her much jor ^^
Nw d thg dat i love her , i let d 1st ppl noe edi , hu is my jie , YeeLin
Dis is bcoz she n YiWen was best fren at dat time n they oways walk bc hum 2gather , so i thk dat was a good thg dat let jie noe coz mayb jie will help me 2 noe more bt her , so i start ask my jie from dat time werter when they went hum got chat bt anythg dat included me ? Hahas.. so s2p edi , wat i do , anyway thx my jie
Yup.. as a gud n pretty gal like Wen of coz got ppl like her oso la
Finali i noe dat hu is d ppl like her n tackle her b4 , dat is EngSiang , hu same class wif us oso n i edi b fren wif him , i reali dunno wat can i do bcoz they noe each other earlier than me n they hv many thg 2 chat in class or after skol , so i start jealous 2 ES edi coz he can make Wen hapi n laugh when they chatting , haiz..
feel so upset at dat time
About jealous d thg i got tell many ppl la , juz wanna 2 release d feel dat i m sad when saw them can chat anythg 2 each other n so hapi when chatting , sad sad sad t.t
then juz a moment dat i dun1 find her n even din chat wif her in class , finali she ask my jie wat hapen 2 me n y i dun1 find her oso
I start hapi bc when heard dat bcoz it prove dat she will oso care bt me when i suden change attitude , all d thg bc 2 normal again othough i noe dat n i will saw dat Es n Wen chat hapily in class but i juz act ntg , sob
D 1st present dat i gv her was a doll dat buy from watson can b a keychain , l8er on was sum small bear dat can hung on phone n i still rmb dat d small bear i ask my jie help me gv her when they walk bc hum ^^ Coz i scare 2 gv her in class
About 6months dat i sms n wif her in class , finali she noe dat i love her edi
Then she start asking me y n wat reason dat i love her , dat time i juz noe 2 say dat she is cute n pretty then i love her , at last i change n say dat love is a feel dat no any reason
I wun 4get dis day n time 4ever , bcoz at 29sept2007 , about 12pm noon time , Wen accept me 2 b her bf , hapi , hapi n hapi oni , wat i can said at dat time coz finali she accept me ad ^^ Our relationship as a couple not many ppl noe at dat time till v r form5 started got ppl noe , but v act normal oni at class coz i scare ba at dat time , i oso dunno y la , haiz
D 1st valentine i buy her a couple shirt dat from bodyglove othough i din accept any present from her but nvm , i noe dat i love her then enuf edi , muacks 2 Wen
March again , our class hv a holiday trip 2 genting n hv another reason dat 2 take our majalah photo , hahas , dat was a nice trip n v enjoy ourselves othough hv a little time dat i was solo
In dis trip , got 1 thg dat i wan 2 say n i jealous is dat when i saw ChengWah n ChanYeong wif their gf , haiz , coz i n Wen was couple edi dat time but i din do wat shud i do , feel sad n regret bcoz i juz realize dat Wen got gv chance 2 me when in d indoor theme park coz she walk wif me n i din hold her hand , d is d thg i regret n i do wrong , sori , i noe dat is useless edi t.t
So fast our 1year anniversary reach edi , d day b4 dat i buy jor a couple ring 4 her
I str8 gv her n hope she will wear n but din , mayb my fault ba coz buy wrong size lol , sad , she din wear d ring , nvm
After dat was our SPM lol , all of us was bz studying , she oso d same , so i din disturb her so much , juz find her n tell her bt my luu.. ^^
Past jor SPM 5th of Dec was Wen n Gillian bd , so all of us dcided 2 help them celebrate at Sunway Lagoon othough got unhapi thg hapen at dat time but dat was over
At last sum ppl enjoy n sum ppl feel bik chek but i cant do anythg oso , n d time i on d way hum at Navin car , Wen sms me n tell dat she dun1 choi me agin bcoz i din pei them after they go out earlier from Lagoon , reali sori 2 her coz i wif navin them ply till 6pm cai out from ter , gomennasai Wen , t.t
After few day i mms my apologise photo 2 her n finali she 4gv me edi , hehes
Till nw v past edi our 2nd valentine , i change 2 gv her other present dat was a couple bear in a basket wif sum flower othough d flower was fake 1 but i will gv Wen real d soon ^^
I feel dat lonely n sad bcoz i juz past my day alone since her bd till nw othough hv a valentine day between but she say lazy 2 go out so i juz tell her nvm , haiz..
N d num sms wif her started reduce , sumtimes can reduce till no sms at all wif her
I feel veri sad n dunno wat can i bcoz i got find her n sms her , but she say lz 2 go out n lz 2 use phone , so din reply my msg when i send 2 her
Haiz.. wat can i do , dis is d ques dat i oways ask myself ???
My situation tell edi many ppl so dat i wun feel so stress bout dis thg
Skol gotta start soon n i will meet Wen bc , werter v still couple or juz like a stranger 2 each other when v met ???
Still hv many ques 2 her la , sobby
Sumtimes i reali feel dat if i let it go , werter it will gud 2 her or wat nehz ? But i juz noe hw 2 say oni bcoz i noe dat 2 let her go was not an easy thg 2 me , 2 her i dunno la , t.t
K , guys , i wan 2 stop dis story edi coz it was late edi , i wan 2 slip nw
Nitez all
Gotta Skol Again d Mood
From nw on still hv about 5days then gotta skol again lol , haiz
Reali dunno hw la bcoz my holiday mood not yet finish oso then nid go bc 2 skol nex Mon jor , wuwuwu.. sad
I still wan take a break nw not yet ready 2 study la , haih t.t
+more my uniform n all d thg nid when d day go skol register all thg oso not yet settle n not yet prepare lol , wth la , i thk i nid rush rush jor coz wan skol start edi so nid 2 prepare all thg soon , hope dat i hv enuf time 2 settle all d thg la , gambeteh 2 all my fren hu nid bc skol study but i thk u all ad prepare all ur thg lol
Nvm , i will start nw , dis is my feel nw la n of coz got abit gan jiong luu.. bc skol again ma , wakakas
Reali dunno hw la bcoz my holiday mood not yet finish oso then nid go bc 2 skol nex Mon jor , wuwuwu.. sad
I still wan take a break nw not yet ready 2 study la , haih t.t
+more my uniform n all d thg nid when d day go skol register all thg oso not yet settle n not yet prepare lol , wth la , i thk i nid rush rush jor coz wan skol start edi so nid 2 prepare all thg soon , hope dat i hv enuf time 2 settle all d thg la , gambeteh 2 all my fren hu nid bc skol study but i thk u all ad prepare all ur thg lol
Nvm , i will start nw , dis is my feel nw la n of coz got abit gan jiong luu.. bc skol again ma , wakakas
Saturday, May 2, 2009
things happen to me during April
Erm... hw 2 start nehz ? Actuali i oso dunno la , haiz...
I thk start from d work i do ba , dat is a work which damn boring n wasting time but got a nice salary la , it work as a flier under celcom la , d few day start work reali damn boring , me n quek juz keep walking here n there oni la , wth .. After dat v start lz edi n thinking hw 2 snake , haha
v go McD , CC , KFC n bla bla bla place 2 sleep n eat 2 past d day , not so funny la , juz past time oni
Yup , nw 2nd work lol , cont d celcom work , i oso promise my sushi king miss , manager la 2 help when sushi bonanza , so i nid 2 stop my celcom work for 4days , d 1st 3days was fun in sushi king coz got many fren cum n eat , my jie jie n her parent oso ! Hehes... i oso help jor many fren who din hv sushi king membercard 2 enter sushi bonanza ! D time v work , v make sushi n eat oso , but pity chun la coz keep on help kaiten at outside part d so he cant enjoy like wilson n me , wakakas
Nw reach jor d 3rd day finish work , dat time was 12.00am ad , say bye 2 chun them then i go take my motor ! But not yet bc hum 1st la bcoz wan 2 take thg for my fren who stays in Prima Selayang ! I thk dat day is a bad day or no luck la , at half way then i invilve in accident juz bcoz d saw d bumper at road , i crash wif my motor , luckily bhind no car was coming , then i stood up , dat time i was badly injured edi , my mouth keep on bleeding coz of d tooth bang my lips , then i saw a car was cuming forward , i asked for help but d car juz passby act nothing hapen , wtf la , haiz.. Nvm , finali got 1 malay guy stopped his car n ask werter i nid help onot then i call my parent cum n fetch me n d malay guy accompany me wait at ter , dat time reali not pain at all othough badly injured ^^ Dunno y lol ???
My parent reach at d end , they ask me wait at car then send me 2 nearby hospital , selayang 1 , haiz.. noob hospital coz when i reach d emergency the juz help me simply wash wound n wrap my wound but i cant do anythg oso , hahas
Then i juz wait at ter lol coz it is a goverment hospital got many ppl n noob goverment oso la , u all noe luu.. about 45mins past d still not my turn , my parent dcide bring me 2 clinic receive treatment , d clinic is juz bside d place v oways yamcha which is BBS
When i enter d doctor n nurse was shoch coz so late edi still hv ppl get badly injured then they start wash my wound wif water , hydrogen n dunno wat alcohol , dat time started pain edi , not pain is damn pain lol , swt swt swt =.='
After d wound , doctor start settle my mouth ter , i lost my half tooth n d wound at lips ter nid use line 2 combind bc , total 10lines , swt many but not pain la when d doctor sewing , juz dat d nurse who help me 2 wash wound coz me pain lol ^^
Finali settle all d thg jor , when i reach hum dat was 3.00am edi , haiz... Wat a bad luck day
Di accident coz me rest at hse bt 1week + edi coz i wan my wound 2 recover bc as faz as possible , then i can go P.Langkawi wif chun them ^^
Kk... dis thg past edi la , dun say many jor but i still wanna 2 thx my jie n m.wern coz who accompany me dat day coz i juz tell them oni n i oso wanna 2 say sori 2 all my fren
Friday, May 1, 2009
My New Blog
Hey guyz.. Thanks to Annie and Rodney who helped me to create this blog. Actually, this is my second blog. My first blog is in wretch and I'm kinda forget the passwords that I used to sign in that account. So, no choice. I have to create a new one and I think I will start blogging from now on.
Feel free to drop by anytime. ^^
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